What’s on my mind : Packing , veggies and Los Angeles

I’m preparing for my next big adventure, the farthest west I’ve ever traveled and by the title you’ve guessed correctly I’m going to Los Angeles California . I’ve never traveled this far west and I’m teaming with excitement . I’m not sure what to expect but I am prepared for it all , when I get ready to go somewhere new I use it as my opportunity to reflect on where I’ve been and what I have yet to see. In the midst of my excitement is how beautiful this world really is and how grateful I am that I am blessed to see it . If someone would have told me that one day I would get on a plane and fly to Quebec I would tell you that you were living inside my dreamscape in my wildest dream I never imagined . It is with this same heart I will journey LA full of excitement and humbled to live the life I do.

Along with preparing to go on vacation I’ve been playing with the foods I eat , when I was a teenager I was diagnosed with gastritis as a result I have flare ups with terrible abdominal pain so I’m attempting to make majority of my diet plant based . I am cooking constantly and discovering many new and yummy foods along the way . As of now I’m still consuming all the bad foods on the weekend but as I adapt I plan to cut down eventually down to only almond and soy milk. There has been a slightly noticeable difference in my skin , the more veggies I eat my skin clears up and also I’m not starving and I was so sure at some point I would be. Along with the constant cooking is constant trips to the produce market. This definitely is a lifestyle change however I’ve been feeling so good I figure keep going.

– My

Disney’s Flower and Garden

I’m an annual pass holder at Disney and I absolutely love flowers so Disney’s flower and garden is my favorite part of the year. So this blog post we’re going to take a photowalk through some of Disney’s flower display .

Upon walking in Epcot welcomes you with beautiful butterflies .Daisy Duck is next to say hello and if you walk a bit further ……Goofy says hi !of course goofy wouldn’t leave Pluto behind.Woody made a special appearance at Epcot a bit far from his home in Hollywood studios!

Elsa and Anna were growing beautifully in Germany !

Rabbit, Winnie the Pooh , Tigger , Piglet and Eeyore came from the hundred acre woods to say hello.

I hope you like to dance because these birdies can really sing !

All Disney days require a rest break , our break for the day took place in Epcot’s Japan !

In Epcot’s Japan there is a level of serenity, there’s an art hall that talks about Japanese fashion an cultural advances in the way it ties into art. You can choose to eat at the Japanese steak house or you can have ramen, Epcot’s Japan feels like an escape from the hustle and bustle of Epcot . If you need to rest while at the park I recommend venturing through.

China grew cute and cuddly pandas !

A tribute to Simba sprouted along the walk ways .

Last and certainly not least eat the center of it all was the happiest mouse in town and the prettiest mouse you’ll ever meet.

Thank you for taking a photo walk with me at Disney’s Flower Garden festival.

– My

I’m finding myself envious these days .

I’m working ( I do social work) I’m sitting on the beach with one of my family’s and there are children and couples all around enjoying each other’s company . Then there’s me dressed for work in solitude and sometimes I find myself envious of there happiness and I know that everything that glitters isn’t gold you have to work for that happiness. I find myself thinking about working with someone for that happiness and sharing our joy with each other and it seems so peaceful . It’s crazy to say this but even at 25 years young I feel so ready to settle down . I love to travel but I would be open to having a travel partner and experiencing the beauty of the world together. Even in this envious state seeing all the family brings me so much joy so maybe one day I’ll be blessed with my own . – Myriesha

Hello I Have Anxiety.

No it’s not romantic or beautiful and no I don’t need a man to squeeze me and tell me I’m okay . I like to crush myself beneath my 50 pound gravity blanket and let it rock me to sleep . All these years I thought I had control of it, my chest tighten and my breathing changes and usually I tell myself that I’m okay and everything is fine and it disappears. Well today I was hyperventilating and internally screaming and I had to stop my self , it felt like the air had been knocked out of my lungs , most important was the feeling after , the feeling of defeat . All these years I had control and just like that the air left my lungs and my chest caved and I was no longer the one in charge . There is no secret to anxiety , there is no survival guide or preparedness package. However there is a God who sits high and looks low with a son who hung on a cross for my sins and intercedes on my behalf . Where there is a heaven there is a way , so when these things happen I’m learning to let go and let God . He is my rock even when I an unsteady he is my stability and for that and so many other things I can’t say thank you enough , I am so grateful words aren’t enough. HALLELUJAH! It’s the highest praise . – My